Feb 15, 2008, 15:47
A story in four brief chapters:
Frustration:
I got really bored with photography. Specifically, the process of taking and making pictures. My wife, mother-in-law, et al., - the same voices that regularly complained about my once-ever-present camera - were now pestering me to take more photos, and I just didn't feel like it. And they wanted old ones reprinted. Oh, and don't forget to order some wallet sizes to hand out. And hey bring your camera to this birthday party and this and that event. And why don't you volunteer to shoot at church.
It became a chore. I let my photo mag subscriptions expire. I put my gear in my bag in the closet in the basement and didn't take it out. I'd "forget" to bring it on trips. Sorry, babe.
Desolation:
Recently I did a headshot for work (new employee), so I got my gear out of the closet and lugged it in. DSLR body. Prime lens. Flashes. IR trigger. Umbrellas and stands and backdrop. Pain in the butt!
I thought about going out shooting and maybe picking up the bug again, but I couldn't get excited about it. The thought of carrying around all that kit turned me off. Wide angle lens. Long zoom lens. Filters. Tripod. Backpack.
Then there's the processing. RAW conversion. Shadow/highlight adjustments. Blah blah blah.
I thought seriously about selling it all.
And then...
Revelation:
My wife was looking for a particular old photo of one of my daughters. One with her ragged blanket she's had since birth (she's 8 now.) We spent quite a while browsing through our photo albums. It was probably early 2001 when I bought my first digicam, a Canon G1, and looking through those photos made me remember exactly why I got into it: family, the children, tracking their growth over the years, recording memories, stopping time, in addition to the more fundamental capture of shadow and light. It's the things, the people, that the shadows and light kiss, that make the image, not the shadows and light themselves. Little revelations, all of them.
Contemplation:
So I need to simplify my gear and processing. Clean house, start fresh.
Pretty sure I'm going to get the new Fuji S100FS when it comes out, based on images I've seen. (No, not the ones on the Fuji site; those are useless. Real-world shots. VERY impressive dynamic range and noise control for a non-DSLR camera. Plus image stabilization and a 28-400mm zoom!)
Motivation!
Oh, and hello, amigos!
Frustration:
I got really bored with photography. Specifically, the process of taking and making pictures. My wife, mother-in-law, et al., - the same voices that regularly complained about my once-ever-present camera - were now pestering me to take more photos, and I just didn't feel like it. And they wanted old ones reprinted. Oh, and don't forget to order some wallet sizes to hand out. And hey bring your camera to this birthday party and this and that event. And why don't you volunteer to shoot at church.
It became a chore. I let my photo mag subscriptions expire. I put my gear in my bag in the closet in the basement and didn't take it out. I'd "forget" to bring it on trips. Sorry, babe.
Desolation:
Recently I did a headshot for work (new employee), so I got my gear out of the closet and lugged it in. DSLR body. Prime lens. Flashes. IR trigger. Umbrellas and stands and backdrop. Pain in the butt!
I thought about going out shooting and maybe picking up the bug again, but I couldn't get excited about it. The thought of carrying around all that kit turned me off. Wide angle lens. Long zoom lens. Filters. Tripod. Backpack.
Then there's the processing. RAW conversion. Shadow/highlight adjustments. Blah blah blah.
I thought seriously about selling it all.
And then...
Revelation:
My wife was looking for a particular old photo of one of my daughters. One with her ragged blanket she's had since birth (she's 8 now.) We spent quite a while browsing through our photo albums. It was probably early 2001 when I bought my first digicam, a Canon G1, and looking through those photos made me remember exactly why I got into it: family, the children, tracking their growth over the years, recording memories, stopping time, in addition to the more fundamental capture of shadow and light. It's the things, the people, that the shadows and light kiss, that make the image, not the shadows and light themselves. Little revelations, all of them.
Contemplation:
So I need to simplify my gear and processing. Clean house, start fresh.
Pretty sure I'm going to get the new Fuji S100FS when it comes out, based on images I've seen. (No, not the ones on the Fuji site; those are useless. Real-world shots. VERY impressive dynamic range and noise control for a non-DSLR camera. Plus image stabilization and a 28-400mm zoom!)
Motivation!
Oh, and hello, amigos!
